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Laundry

An excuse to air some laundries in public 😆😆

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Never Knew I Needed

Adalah Allah yang mengatur jalan hidup kita. Tanpa kita pernah menduga, rezeki datang dari pintu yg tak disangka.

Profesiku menuntutku bersekolah lebih lama dari kebanyakan profesi lain. Aku pikir cukuplah dengan sudah menikah. Setidaknya aku merasa sudah memiliki supporting system yg baik, yg sustainable. Belum dikaruniai keturunan membuatku diam-diam menikmati kehidupanku secara keseluruhan.

Bersekolah lagi seperti membuat kami (sebagian dari kami) gagal dewasa. Di usia kami yg tidak muda lagi kami masih senang melakukan kegiatan kurang faedah bersama. Baru ketika di ujung tanduk, deadline tugas di depan mata, kami tergopoh – gopoh bersama menyelesaikan kewajiban akademik kami.

Walaupun ingin segera lulus, tapi sedikit banyak aku menikmati kehidupan bersekolah.

Mengetahui bahwa aku hamil mendekati tahap akhir sekolah, aku masih saja berpikir untuk menunda cuti, memaksakan diri.

Selama hamil, semakin hari aku semakin merindukan makhluk kecil di dalam perutku. Sampai pertamakali aku mendengar tangisnya, seakan Allah memberikan semesta baru untukku. Ada tujuan baru dalam hidupku.

Tiba-tiba terlintas lagu dari soundtrack sebuah film yg menurutku cukup romantis untuk bayi kecilku

“For the way you changed my plans, for being the perfect distraction, for the way you took the idea that I have of everything that I wanted to have, and made me see there was something missing…

The way you smile and how you comfort me (with your laughter). I must admit you were not a part of my book, but now if you open it up and take a look, you’re the beginning and the end of every chapter…

You’re the best thing I never knew I needed…”

(Ne-Yo, Never Knew I Needed)

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Sweetest Thing

Mama’s been hospitalized again. Her conciousness were worsen only after hours at home that I had to take her back to the hospital.

There she laid in the ER, in her obscure sight and her misty conciousness, she strained her every nerve to reach my hand, took it close to her lips, and kissed it, the way she used to do to show her infinite love for me since I was a little.

Then I bowed and whispered to her

“You are the sweetest thing ever happen to my life, Ma”

Get well very soon..